How does one pick between the love of their life, and what’s right / happiness. I need to be happy. There are certain things that I want, but I can’t let go of him. As much as I love him and he makes me happy, I can’t keep doing this. I really can’t.
The way I have isolated myself has been so bad lately that I tend to feel abandoned when I’m not around my bf.. this is bad.
As much as I want to be around him all the time, it’s not healthy. I need to be capable of spending time by myself without the fear of being alone or abandoned.
| Me: | you cuddle with your pillow when you sleep too? |
| Him: | yes, I like to pretend its you when you're not here. |
| Me: | skdkakskdkdkf |
I think sometimes people get a little too hung up on the ways they’re hurt or damaged. And I think those people are also the ones who tend to be the least forgiving.
It’s only when we accept that pain and mistakes are part of life that we can accept ourselves and each other for what we really are.
